We aren't talking about it this month, last month we knew she was pregnant and that it worked and we talked about it all the time and when the test said positive I was thinking about buying another cot for the nursery. We are so desperate for this new baby its rediculous. If we hadn't waited so long to start trying then we wouldn't be in such a panic, but our body clock is ticking....

Did I mention that Rosy miscarried last month? I can't remember if I did or not. It was awful, poor thing was in quite a bit of pain and the disappointment - well u can imagine. Luckily it wasn't too far gone so she didn't need hospitalization. I look at miscarriage as a reason - it wasn't normal or ectopic or something, so I wasn't too bad. I would rather a miscarriage and a healthy baby a few months later than an unhealthy baby now if you know what I mean.

We are going out tonight, Rosy doesn't like Katie out after 7 so we have told our friends 4pm for dinner. It's heaps early but they would understand. Being in a gay relationship, we don't have any close friends with babies so we get quite a bit of attention and its great.

Miserable day outside today so think its a day for watching movies.